Glimpse
It was the blackest dark, so pitch
black that nothing seemed to exist. It was as though I was looking into the
absolute presence of nothingness, I was looking into the void. I felt nothing,
I saw nothing, and I heard nothing. It was terrifying, because it felt as
though the nothingness was closing in on me, suffocating me, and was going to
kill me.
The feeling came first, the intense
cold. It was so cold, that it felt as though icicles were being shoved into my
skin in every pore and inch of my body. Then came the light. It was a small
pinprick, just a little poke in the fabric of nothingness to give me hope that
I could get out alive.
The light got bigger, and bigger,
and bigger, until it was a gigantic swirling net of light and dark. Everything
was in constant motion, moving around, enveloping each other, collapsing in on
itself, dying and being born. There was dark in the gaps of the light, and it
was beautiful, yet terrifying.
I started to be able to see more
detail in the light, slowly becoming more and more defined until I could make
out big balls of fire and light. I passed by a gigantic one that was a bright
red in some places, and a dark red in others. As I passed by it, it warmed my
skin and saved me from the ice pricks that had been tearing away at my flesh.
I passed by a small white ball,
which didn’t give off much heat. I passed by a blue one, which wasn’t as big as
the red one but not as small as the white one. I passed by an orange one, which
was midway between the white and the red one. I even passed by a red and a
white star right next to each other.
Then I started passing by balls of
clouds, not solid but not water either. Then it was balls of rock, all
different colors. There was a blue-green one, a red one, then one all kinds of
colors. It was green, and blue, and white, yellowish orange, and all different
combinations. I moved in towards that one.
As I moved in towards the ball of
rock, more features started becoming apparent. I saw big triangles of rock,
lines of water, and big pools of water. Then I went through papery green
things, and started going into a group of things that were moving around on two
legs and making noises. Then I realized, I could hear things now. This was
strange after all that had happened.
I went into a small triangle of
cloth, and close towards a moving thing that was screaming. I went into its
center, and through a liquid. I went through a wall, more liquid, then into
another moving thing. Then I saw things from that moving things perspective. We
went out of the wall through a little opening, down a passageway, and out of
another hole. We let out a scream, and liquid started moving down my face. I
was scared, I was in a moving thing and didn’t know why, and was confined to it
after all I had seen. And then I forgot.
I don't get it.
ReplyDeleteIt's the universe, going from large scale to small, from a spirits perspective and ending by the spirit becoming a baby.
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